Teddy Picker [My own spot]

alex, you shut up
you're not fat at all!

Separate and Ever Deadly

When we walked the streets together
All the faces seemed to smile back
And now the pavements have nothing to offer
And all the faces seem to need a slap.
There’s an unfamiliar grip
On an unfamiliar handkerchief
Attending to the tears on cheeks I wouldn’t notice with you
No matter how vicious the grief
Her expression was damp and crooked
Grabbed onto my throat and won’t let go

Save me from the secateurs
I’ll pretend I didn’t hear
Can’t you see I’m a ghost in the wrong coat
Biting butter and crumbs
There’s a handsome maverick
You don’t talk about to keep me calm
And I can’t help it if I create a version
That pulls you back onto his arm
Please don’t tell me
You don’t have to darling, I can sense
That he painted you a gushing sunset
And slayed angry panthers in your defence.

And he stands separate and ever deadly
Clings onto my throat and won’t let go.

boring boring boring

Standing Next to Me

I want her to have her
Two years have gone now,
But I can’t relate to the never-ending games that you play.
As desire passes through,
Then you’re open to the truth,
I hope you understand.
And your love is standing next to me
The one you fell for makes it seem juvenile
And you’ll laugh at yourself again and again
And we’ll drink to the thought she’ll remember you maybe tomorrow
And your love is standing next to me, is standing next to me.
And your love is standing next to me, is standing next to me,
is standing next to me, is standing next to me.

I want her to have her
Two years have gone now,
But I can’t relate to the never-ending games that you play.
As desire passes through,
Then you’re open to the truth,
I hope you understand.
And your love is standing next to me, is standing next to me,
is standing next to me, is standing next to me.




The Last Shadow Puppets ftw. <3

Never Mind The Buzzcocks is too awesome, I laugh too much at it!!!
go Amstell!!!

I don't know what to say! I mean really wtf why do people say "are you serious?" have I been that bad and THAT ironical that now everyone asks me if I'm serious? Of course I am! okay possibly a bit too ironical and sarcastic...but sarcasm is a gift use it wisely! hehe

*has flashbacks on her convo with her mates from monday*
lolz
so what would you do if the world ended in 2012?

I guess I'll wonder off facebook and do stupid quizzes like no lifers like me do

how to be a complete failure?
you have your model right here

Aleeeeeex

Taaaabs! *hugs*
thank god i need somebody around *feels like she's going crazy*

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yeah that's my current state

or
get-a-life

Ur bored or what?

I feel guilty
my words are empty
no signs to give you
i don't have the time for you

you say i'm heartless
and you say i don't care
i used to be there for you
and you've said i seem so dead, that i have changed
but so have you

guilty, guilty i feel so
empty, empty you know how to make me feel

i put a shield upon you
i didn't mean to hurt you
i would have only poisoned your mind
never meant to make you cry

you've been so thoughtless
i can see right through you
you used to be there for me
so don't you leave say goodbye
cause you have changed but so have i

i never thought that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder
i'll carry the world on my shoulders

I'm listening to The Rasmus ... *shrugs*

Tabitha wrote:

Ur bored or what?

I wish I was bored but it's a shit feeling really pfff *le sigh*

A shit feeling? Tell me

Yep.
Useless, being a shit friend [this one I don't know why I feel like this], letting people down, not able to do nothing, i can't concentrate, and probably frustration a lot of it actually, I'm completly shit I'm not good at absolutely anything

+ the never ending loneliness

Alex =[ Don't feel like that =[

Really, I'm living just for O2 consume and sleep and eat and listen to music, I can't really find my place, therefor I suck at life : )

I think I'm just hopeless, I should just gtfo

Alex, finding ur place in this world is difficult, but if u really want it, u can do it. Work on it =]

Would you rather go to a party or go out of town?
Stay home and sleep, too much parties lately haha

Who's hoodie did you wear last?
Mine? :-/

Would you like to be in a relationship right now?
Not really fussed about it

When did you last go to the beach?
August

Do you want to get married?
Probably

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Yeah, what does that mean? I mean not all the time but I still do

Who was the last person that made you cry?
Me :\

Are you ticklish?
Yes

What do you think about the last person you talked to?
An old friend

Will you kiss someone within the next week or two?
Neaaah

Falling in love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
Same as above..no

How are you feeling at this very moment?
Tired! Playing with little kids makes you tired you knooow

Are you with someone who worries too much?
Yea

What are you excited about?
Christmaaaassss and NYE

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No, why would they?

What does your hair look like today?
Awful!

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Probably

Do you know a few people that smoke weed?
*whistles * naaaaaah : ))

How long does it take you to shower?
Max 10 minutes lol

What was last thing you drank?
Cola

Do you judge people you don't know?
Who doesn't really?

Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
Yeah

Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with?
A friend

Would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
I don't care!

Who disgusts you the most?
Hmm I don't know..maybe 2 bitches from school =]

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
Depends on what "drop everything to see me" is =P

Have a best friend?
Yeaaa <3

Are you in a good mood right now?
Yep!

What are you listening to at the moment?
Kaiser Chiefs-Everything Is Average Nowadays (live)

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Painting!

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby?
Yea =\ lol

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Ye

How has the week been?
Very hectic lol

How long was your last call?
2 minutes

Do you miss someone?
Noooo

What were you doing 2 hours ago?
Cleaning up a shelf haha don't ask why

What do you want right now?
Happiness in the family and health for everyone

What's your favorite color(s)?
Many

Did you see someone you don't like today?
Mmm nope

Does your MySpace song have a meaning behind it?
Not at all...well yeah the meaning of boredom

Is there any chance you could be pregnant right now?
=\ no jeez lol

Ohhh he was calm like youuuu <3333